Friday, June 8

So Sad

As much as my analytical mind new this was true, it still sucks to hear.  My HCG levels are 24 now.  It's time to call it a day and stop taking all the hormones that are holding back the miscarriage.

I hate the m word.  I really do.

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  1. I'm so sorry. I really, truly am. This is one of those words-are-useless situations---I wish I could step through the monitor and just *be there*.

    Poopy immune systems.

    Nope, that didn't really help either.

    I'm so, so sorry.

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  2. I am so sorry. Here if you need to talk or write. hugs.

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  3. So sorry, hon. Wish I could be there to give you a hug in person. Words just never do our feelings justice.

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  4. I am so so sorry. I wish I had magic words to make all the pain go away. I hate that you are going through this. Hugs.

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  5. I am so sad to hear this. I wish there was something more to say or do. Hold on tight to each other.

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  6. What a hideousness! I'm SO sorry to read this. I hope that you are managing alright. My vibes are still all out! I know your husband will be taking excellent care of you and that you are a great team. Experience has shown that you will get through this. And that you will find a new way to have the family you want to have. But I'm sure these words are cold comfort tonight. xo

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  7. Words are not enough. I'm so sorry for your loss.

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  8. I am so sorry. Hold each other. No words can express the disappointment for you. Take care of yourself.

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  9. I wish I knew what to say, since sorry seems so inadequate, but that's all I've really got. I'm so sorry. :-(

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  10. One thing I've learned through all of this is that the words to express what you are all feeling and want to share with me don't really exist. So we use what we have and know it isn't quite right.

    On the flip side of that, is that I know what that feels like and I know all the emotions that aren't covered by I'm sorry. Thank you all, I'll post again soon but we are doing just fine so far. As K-Line said, experience shows we'll make it through.

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